everyday is a winding road

I've been living in a sea of anarchy

I've been living on coffee and nicotine

I've been wondering if all the thing I've seen

Were ever real, were ever really happening

.

"Everyday Is A Winding Road"

Sheryl Crow

RESTored

DARK HOURS ARE OVER
.. FROM PITS OF BLACKNESS
.... I SEE LIGHT
...... GUIDING MY PATH BACK TO SANITY
......... PERHAPS
............ I AM RESTORING MY PSYCHE

GOD BLESS MY SOUL

what a remedy

We had a family gathering this lunch at home. It's quite rare for us to get together.

They all got their own family and it's once-in-a-blue-moon to have reunion.

It's fun, I even forgot my depression.

Hehehe.. =)

What a remedy!

mì Amígo

IT is a friend who understands

when i need company, always been there

doesn't complain, eager to listen

makes my mind at ease

when i feel in distress

.

through lips we communicate

intimately touching between my fingers

sharing the aroma in the air

ecstasy we both experience

.

i can always count on you

.

i found a friend in you

.

AND NOT iN YOU!

bullshit

...

want to get drunk

...

ineedcomfort

...

H O M E

...

depressed

i feel bad

unwanted, senseless, empty, stupid

FUCK THIS LIFE OF MINE

excess baggage, that's who i am

heavy luggage

no one cares to bear

crazy

melted candle

i'm afraid

that one day

i found myself wallowing

alone.

i'm afraid

to love

again.

melted candle

love

for me

sound the same.

this is me

i am alone

who seemed not to care

frEe

as a shit just left on the road

unbounded

by a stupid love i wanted to have

boRed

of the things i used to do

l0st

in space i never dreamed to dwell in

am i?