Wednesday, October 05, 2005

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

everyday is a winding road

I've been living in a sea of anarchy
I've been living on coffee and nicotine
I've been wondering if all the thing I've seen
Were ever real, were ever really happening
.
"Everyday Is A Winding Road"
Sheryl Crow

Sunday, September 25, 2005

RESTored

DARK HOURS ARE OVER
.. FROM PITS OF BLACKNESS
.... I SEE LIGHT
...... GUIDING MY PATH BACK TO SANITY
......... PERHAPS
............ I AM RESTORING MY PSYCHE

GOD BLESS MY SOUL

what a remedy

We had a family gathering this lunch at home. It's quite rare for us to get together.
They all got their own family and it's once-in-a-blue-moon to have reunion.
It's fun, I even forgot my depression.
Hehehe.. =)

What a remedy!

Saturday, September 24, 2005

mì Amígo

IT is a friend who understands
when i need company, always been there
doesn't complain, eager to listen
makes my mind at ease
when i feel in distress
.
through lips we communicate
intimately touching between my fingers
sharing the aroma in the air
ecstasy we both experience
.
i can always count on you
.
i found a friend in you
.
AND NOT iN YOU!
bullshit

...

want to get drunk
...
ineedcomfort
...
H O M E
...

Friday, September 23, 2005

depressed


i feel bad
unwanted, senseless, empty, stupid
FUCK THIS LIFE OF MINE
excess baggage, that's who i am
heavy luggage
no one cares to bear
crazy

Thursday, September 22, 2005

melted candle


i'm afraid
that one day
i found myself wallowing
alone.
i'm afraid
to love
again.
melted candle
love
for me
sound the same.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

this is me

i am alone
who seemed not to care
frEe
as a shit just left on the road
unbounded
by a stupid love i wanted to have
boRed
of the things i used to do
l0st
in space i never dreamed to dwell in
am i?